About 50 years ago at this time of year my family and I heard the Gospel we just heard about the end of the world and how “awesome sights and mighty signs will come from the sky.” That evening after dark, there was a full moon. And my brother called me and my mother upstairs to look at the moon through the window of the upstairs back bedroom. There was “a mighty sign.” Somehow the light of the full moon came shining through the window making a striking sign of the cross with the moon as the center point of the cross. It was really quite remarkable.
Surely the sign of the cross could be explained away but my mother took the occasion to reflect on the Gospel we heard earlier in the day. She talked about the end of the world and how wonderful it would be if it would happen in our lifetime so that we would never have to be separated from each other.
I was only about 9 years old and didn’t want to think about the end of the world, but the memory of that evening’s discussion has lived in my memory all these years, especially at this time of year when we hear a Gospel account of the end times. It was clear that she loved me and my brother and did not want us to be separated from her. It was also clear that she believed in Christ and His Second Coming.
Little did I know that the end of my world as I knew it would soon enough happen with the death of my mother. Thus began my seeing that the end of the world Gospel accounts are not only about what happens at the calamitous event of the literal end of the world. No, I have seen for a very long time that the end of the world happens many times in life, especially as a loved one dies. Life is different after the death of someone you love.
“Do not be terrified, for such things are bound to happen,” Jesus said. When we go through such a time, it does indeed feel like "a blazing oven." What would be the purpose for going through such a difficult time? How are we to interpret such trials? Well, first of all, such difficult times happen to everybody; therefore, don’t be so surprised when calamity overtakes you. It’s bound to happen. In other words, it’s the way things are. There is a time for everything under heaven. The book of Ecclesiastes phrases it this way: “There is an appointed time for everything, and a time for every affair under the heavens.”
Once we regain our balance in the face of calamity, though, there is something more that we are called to.
When earthquakes, famines, plagues, wars and persecution happen, the Gospel says, “It will lead to your giving testimony.”
What does this mean? It means that whatever comes along, even the worst stuff, you have an opportunity to explain why you have faith in a loving God – anyway.
One of the biggest challenges to people of faith is the old conundrum: why do the innocent have to suffer? Well, I suffered as a child, but I did not lose my faith. So, it is equally puzzling that moments of trial are moments where people are most likely to find God. Remember the old axiom, “There are no atheists in foxholes”?
God planted within us, deep in our inner being, in every human being, a sense of hope, that even in the most trying of times, there is still an urge within us to survive, to struggle to endure, to not give up. This hope is fulfilled in Jesus Christ who is the Incarnation of God’s answer to the mysteries of life.
You know the scriptures. You may not know chapter and verse; you may not even know what book of the Bible a certain line comes from. But you have been listening to the Bible for years every Sunday. You are steeped in the Word of God. It has saturated your inner being. So, when some trial comes up, and a line from Scriptures, or a responsorial psalm refrain, goes through your mind, voice it. If you're in the company of people who will think you're too religious, let me assure you: if your faith comes from deep within and simply explains why you have hope, then non-believers will not disrespect you for your words. Indeed, the Word of God spoken through you, may touch hearts in a way that will astound you.
I think back to that upstairs back bedroom where my mother, my brother and I saw the sign of the cross in the light of the moon. My mother took the opportunity to make the connection between that sign and a core belief of our faith: that “He will come again in glory to judge the living and the dead,” and wouldn’t it wonderful if we could all do that together, and not be separated from each other.
So, my friends, let the Spirit move you when something scary happens, put yourself at the service of the Lord to bring His word into the difficult moment and trust Him for He said, “I myself shall give you a wisdom in speaking that all your adversaries will be powerless to resist or refute.”
As a parish let us all trust the Lord that He will give each of us the words we need to say at critical moments so that in an environment when faith is under attack, we will be given a wisdom to enlighten others as to why we believe as we do.